Friday, March 4, 2011

4 march 2011


haiz.

what should i do?

this few day been unhappy ?

why ?

coz alot of problem had happen to my family so as my r/s.


1st is my ah gong.

he been sick cny untill now.

why ?

he had throat cancer. 4 stage le. ):

after knowing the result i saw my mother cry.

i just wann do smth for her but wat can i do ?

i just need to be a good gal but not caurses alot of problem.


next is maverick x.x

thursday meet maverick.

he say wann meet me.

so i went down to find him.

reach his house.

out of sudden he hug me.

i shock dao.

next he wanted to kiss me but he cant.

coz i push him away.

make his nose pain :x

but i think he just wann play.

so i not tat easy fall in tat trap again.


third.

is been a month after we break.

):

i though i could forget about you.

but i guess i cant make it.

why ?

coz those memory keep on flush back throught my mind.

did not slp well this few days.

been nitemare, leg cramp, stomach cramp and vomit.

i just had no idea wat caurse this.

haiz.

i guess you have forget about me le ba.

maverick say you have sch camp.

i happy tat you went back to guai kia life.

i hope you wont create trouble.

i hope you mantian your illness.

i hope you have your proper meal

i hope you get great marks

and lastly hope you find a stead.

if so. i wish you both last long (:


and lastly.

1 of my friend ask me this question.

why am i single ?

why not attach ?

so i reply this.

beening single no good ?

why need in r/s ?

in the end beening hurt alway are girl.

for what in r/s ?



just wann a quite place to realx.

i just wann forget this HURTFUL r/s memory!

is it tat hard ?

i see you have been having fun.

i see you have forget but not me!

i been stress for the ca.

ur holidays are coming.

so do my as well after ur holiday.

haiz tat should be all ba. ):

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you talk to me.
" sry babe, after this 3 hours, I thought, it's better for us to seperate our diff. lifes.. m sry."
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