Monday, November 29, 2010

4days and you're back to sg.

saw you online ur msn.

i was happy.

but u still e same don wann talk me.

haiz.

i sad ttm. ):

i was wondering if tat time i didnt say tat words will you say ?

will we be e same ?

calling each other baby and sweet talk tu each other ?

haiz.

i say i wann to give up on you but look like i cant.

cant bear to give up.

haiz.

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Saturday, November 27, 2010

today is the third day that u have gone.

is already 1 week and 3day le.

still havent get e answer tat i wann.

ytd i havd think and think already.

did you reali care about this rs.

i don think so.

so i decided to give up on you

which is on 27/11/10.

i been for your answer dao veri tired le.

reali don wann care le.

take care friend.

i happy for tat happy stories that u given me.

i noe i didnt cherish it properly.

maybe is too late for it.

but i have tu say jiayous on ur study.

you still have long way tu go on.

and find a better gal.

take care! (:


Friday, November 26, 2010

back for posting.

i don noe you got read both post anot lor.

i ask you read and give me answer you say ok.

than till morning nv give me dao. haiz.


today is e first day after you gone for the thing.

i started to miss you. haiz.

ytd nite didnt not slp well.

veri late than slp and midnite keep on wake up see got ur sms anot. ):

haiz. not even 1 sms at all.


just now 6 went to bukit merah there got cut hair with my mother.

after tat my turn tu cut, tat guy keep on say cut short i keep on say no.

so now my behind become like so call short hair le. infornt still e same onli trim abit nia.

but so wired. =.=

tat guy keep on say me and disiao me de.

well tat all for today post.

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Thursday, November 25, 2010

Tell me why - BabiiJenii

is a song. is reali look likes us use tu be ):


its been a couple of month since you left my heart behind....

crying all my tears out as my eyes becoming blind.

Nothing feels the same cause l'm so use to being held.

friend would be concerned of me but never would i tell.

That i was getting hurt y the only one i ever loved.

the one who was created to be sent to me from above.

i still don't know what went wrong or why we had to end.

not only were you my baby but you were my best friend.

and now it seems like i've lost everything i ever had.

Everything worth living for flying away from my hands.

living everyday,questioning myself the same thing you left without left me here reminan.

Remember the days we used to share.

When you told me that always and forever you would care.

Now you left me alone holding on the phone.

Hopping things would go back to how it was long ago.

Tell me why?

What made you decide to leave me back ?

Tell me why?

there was nothing that you, you didn't have.

tell me why?

Back when we was younger, we both each made a promise.

Telling each other that we would always be honest.

of how we felt.

what we thought

and soon that day came.

You took my hand, asked me out and walked together in the rain.

We spent hours on the phone, we were close like white on rice.

Playing around, asking me to one day be your wife.

when they saw you they saw me standing right next to you.

matching everyday, matching clothes, matching hat and shoes.

Always deaicating songs, we hear to each other.

Always thinking that all of those days would last forever.

Tell me why everything had to come to this.

you don;t understand there;s so much thing that i miss.

Remember that days we used to share.

when you told me that always and forever you would care.

Now you left me alone holding on to the phone.

Hopping this would go back to how it was long ago.

Tell me why ?

what make you decide to leave me back ?

Tell me why ?

there was nothing that you , you didn't have

Tell me why ?

Whatever happened to the promise you made.

Whatever happened to the future you wanted to create.

Now it's all down the drain all the time we spent, wasted.

Whenever we had problems, we had always fixed and saved it.

so why the change of heart, tell me why are we apart.

When you had told me before that you loved me since the start.

Tell me why suddenly wann leave our past behind.

Baby all i'm asking you is to please tell me why ?

Tell me why ?

Tell me why ?

Theres so much pain for me to hide inside.

But you don't even notice so theres no use to hide.

I miss the feeling you gave me when you looked into my eyes.

And now when i remember the moment all i'm is cry.

The day you left, Bay, you took my dreams with you.

I can't even rebuild them cause I'm standing alone without you.

Stop giving me all the stories cause i know that they're lies

Just open your heart look into my eyes, and tell me why ?

Tell me why ?

Remember the days we used to share.

When you told me that always and forever you would care.

Now you left me alone holding on to the phone.

Hopping things would go back to how it was long ago.

Tell me why ?

What made you decide to leave me back.

Tell me why ?

there was nothing that you , you didn't have.

Tell me why ?

Remember the days we used to share.

when you told me that always and forever you would care.

Now you left me alon, holding on to the phone.

Hopping things would go back to how it was long ago.

Tell me why ?

What made you decide to leave me back.

Tell me why ?

there was nothing that you , you didn't have.

Tell me why ?

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is have been 1 week le ): you reali have change alot.

you didnt reply like how you use tu reply tat fast.

you didnt like to sms like tat, you didnt tell me the truth.

haiz, 1 week le and tml you have tu left for the thing for 4 days. ):

you still havent tell me the answer toward me ?

i feel that your answer will be no ba. nvm i wont force i let you slowly think ):

when can you let me know the answer ?

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Tuesday, November 23, 2010

updating blog again.

well i think it gonna be long post for today.



haiz. well lets see what tu start.
on 15 sept. morning when tu take result after tat when tu meet you after tat when to my aunt house.
on tat day we stead <3
i reali miss tat moment!
we have ran through lots of problem.
i very sorry to you.
but do you know ?
tat i work. why i work ?
why i sick ?
coz of you!
i work coz of you and oso for my holiday.
i sick coz i need you tu take care of me. <3>
i quit oso coz of you.
you say i work i nv pei you than i quit tat work.
but in the end you say e feeling towards me had fade le.
what is this ma ?
on 18 i went tu meet you yet u ask me not tu come coz i sick.
but than i say nvm le coz i reali missyou badly.
5 days nv meet you and i had spoil our 1 month. ):
in the end we brk.
even thought i say brk does not mean reali brk ma.
on tat day i nearly cry out.
my hearts feel pain. reali pain.
almost 1 week le. you reali have change into other people which i don noe who isit ?
you say you will cherish this rs de!
you say you nv let go of this rs event we fall de!
haiz now you say all this are all fake wann!
come back will you ?
will you still care me love me and change back which i noe tat joel!

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Monday, November 15, 2010

haiz.

after so long i finally think tat i should post.


this few days alot of things happen.

firstly i wann say sorry tu my baby <3

haiz..

sorry for jealous aiai and u.

haiz.

next is my work.

i need tu say sorry tu u coz of this.

not onli ur feeling fade same tu me.

haiz.

well today is our 1st month yet i cant take off i sorry about tat too.

haiz.

will be working till tuesday. haiz.

tat all.



sorry baby.

iloveyou tothemax!

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