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Thursday, March 17, 2011
sorry i did not post lately. been busy. this few days i been watching japan news. i been thinking what if i were at there ? i just hope i would be wash away with Tsunami was tat good ? if not the buliding collapse and fall at me ? if it would be good if i were been bomb ? so tat i wont live in this world anymore. i been tired and i feel like crying. will there any 1 be there for me ? i guess nope ba. last sat been to jb for 1 day trip. i reali try damm hard to forget tat r/s tat feeling. after you left. i gave out alot of them my number. alot of them ask me for stead yet i rejected them. why ? coz i just cant FKING forgot tat feeling in my heart. and why should i accept other ppl when my heart say no ?! i not like you. after we broke. you have new stead le. gratz. i happy for you. what friend are to meant ? can any one tell me ? at first i have 1 branch of friend of my. not long they started to ignore me? and now? haiz i don feel like talking about tat le. after you left i have been telling myself. he left you because he don love you anymore le. why should you continue waiting for him le? why not accept others ? and yet my answer is yes, maybe i stubborn ? i just like to continue to wait. continue to flash back the memory which we went through. those thick and thin things. those tears which i just drop for you. i think tat worth it. maybe you don think so. maybe you don know after i knowing ur illness i been crying for few days. maybe you don know after we broke up i been crying for fews days too. so does my heart bleed too. somemore is bleed much. i guess you should know i use my phone tu act like elaine and a guy to text and ask you for one and only answer. what is the answer due to the broke up? i just reali want to know. but yet you still ignore me. nvm ar. i guess i should be use tu it le ba. after you leave i think i have change. totally change. i sometime will make up go sch. so does my attitude. i will be going in jb again on sat. that should be all. sorry this few days been busy. my CA all crew already le. till now than post. hope you still continue reading... For xingyu! <3 cheer up. don coz of him you go do silly things. thanks for cheering me up when i broke up. now my turn. i just wann cheer you up. he not worth for you seriously. he does not know tat feeling of how hurt tat you have been. i sure tat 1 day you will found tat guy which will love you with his whole hearted. remember in this world tat is lazy gal but not ugly gal! (: sorry if is too short. i just wann cheer you up. one day meet up soon okay!? Labels: i hope i will be wash by Tsunami. |
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