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Saturday, March 19, 2011
19 march 11 today went to jb. just back from jb. at first is 6.45 need wake up. but in the 7. coz veri sleepy. well custom did not jam too. so still okay. reach there around 8 plus. went to this shopping mall the carpark. first time in my life i fall down at the carpark! WTF! my both hand so pain. ate mac for breakfast. than shop around at other place. slpt in the car for alwhile coz veri tired. ate marry brown for lunch. than ate seafood for dinner. did not eat rice. :x well i think that should be all for today. Thursday, March 17, 2011 sorry i did not post lately. been busy. this few days i been watching japan news. i been thinking what if i were at there ? i just hope i would be wash away with Tsunami was tat good ? if not the buliding collapse and fall at me ? if it would be good if i were been bomb ? so tat i wont live in this world anymore. i been tired and i feel like crying. will there any 1 be there for me ? i guess nope ba. last sat been to jb for 1 day trip. i reali try damm hard to forget tat r/s tat feeling. after you left. i gave out alot of them my number. alot of them ask me for stead yet i rejected them. why ? coz i just cant FKING forgot tat feeling in my heart. and why should i accept other ppl when my heart say no ?! i not like you. after we broke. you have new stead le. gratz. i happy for you. what friend are to meant ? can any one tell me ? at first i have 1 branch of friend of my. not long they started to ignore me? and now? haiz i don feel like talking about tat le. after you left i have been telling myself. he left you because he don love you anymore le. why should you continue waiting for him le? why not accept others ? and yet my answer is yes, maybe i stubborn ? i just like to continue to wait. continue to flash back the memory which we went through. those thick and thin things. those tears which i just drop for you. i think tat worth it. maybe you don think so. maybe you don know after i knowing ur illness i been crying for few days. maybe you don know after we broke up i been crying for fews days too. so does my heart bleed too. somemore is bleed much. i guess you should know i use my phone tu act like elaine and a guy to text and ask you for one and only answer. what is the answer due to the broke up? i just reali want to know. but yet you still ignore me. nvm ar. i guess i should be use tu it le ba. after you leave i think i have change. totally change. i sometime will make up go sch. so does my attitude. i will be going in jb again on sat. that should be all. sorry this few days been busy. my CA all crew already le. till now than post. hope you still continue reading... For xingyu! <3 cheer up. don coz of him you go do silly things. thanks for cheering me up when i broke up. now my turn. i just wann cheer you up. he not worth for you seriously. he does not know tat feeling of how hurt tat you have been. i sure tat 1 day you will found tat guy which will love you with his whole hearted. remember in this world tat is lazy gal but not ugly gal! (: sorry if is too short. i just wann cheer you up. one day meet up soon okay!? Labels: i hope i will be wash by Tsunami. Wednesday, March 9, 2011 9 march 11
you should know today is wat date.
happy ex 3 month anniversary wif you.
is been 2 month after we broke up.
see i just don understand why i still remember this date sia ?
haiz.
tml i having customer service CA.
i still cant remember the format.
ate the doc ytd gave me the med.
my stomach keep on aching.
is pain.
ytd did know eat dinner as usual.
don know why.
just now i was awake from this dream which is you.
i just don know why.
i don know how tu explain.
sorry.
sorry that i should not fall for you.
sorry that i hurt you.
sorry that i love you. Labels: sorry that i love you. Tuesday, March 8, 2011 8 march 11
today did not went to sch.
coz i sick.
ytd nite i vomited 2 time.
and midnite 1+ i vomited again.
did not slp well.
veri hard for me to slp.
having fever while crying.
giddy make me more hot.
2+ went back to slp again.
7 plus wake up again.
8 went down to cresent.
went to hl clinic at 8.30
during tat time while waiting.
i look like 1 dead fish.
at there stare at the wall.
while the number skip. x.x
the doc give me 2 day mc.
as he say my stomach too much oily food le.
than nv go toilet as often x.x
lolx!
will you sms me again ?
haiz.
i don think you will ba.
tat should be all ba. Labels: FML Monday, March 7, 2011 7march 11
back from bathing.
now i feel like vomiting.
OMG!
i just don know what had happen to me this few days.
stomach not well for few days yet i still eat chill. :x
cough not tat good. yet i still cough without eating med. :x
fever , flu , headache not good too but yet i did not eat anything for breakfast , lunch and dinner.
i just don know what i been thinking sia.
haiz.
stupid me!
i told myself for million of time he have forget you and let you go le.
but why i just cant forget le ?
stubborn me!
seriously FML!
haiz.
ca are coming le.
did not study much for it too.
coz i veri stress.
i just have no idea what i stress about sia?!
haiz.
Labels: FML to the max 7 march 11
ytd thank for smsing me.
i was veri happy during tat time.
went back to sch take my testiomal.
i did not know tat teacher wrote so long about me. ;shy.
as today teacher let us go early.
coz our cs teacher nv come.
so our time all push front.
and its end at 11.
so went bishan tu wait for my friend togather go back hss de.
at first he say 12 in the end 1 x.x wth!
so went tu bishan wif my other friend.
he say he like me.
i jitao tio stunt.
is like i jitao nth to say.
and keep on kann bully by him. wth!
gonna end here le.
my mummy back and i havent bath! Labels: OMG Sunday, March 6, 2011 6 march 11
today morning went down to cresent eat breakfast as usual wif my mummy.
went back do some housework.
12 went tu sengkang there.
discuss about my ahgong thing.
haiz.
shag.
i reali don know wat to do.
this few days reali having nitemare.
i just wann you msg me.
but i think cant.
too bad.
haiz.
now my head abit seh seh le.
haiz.
tat should be all ba.
Friday, March 4, 2011 4 march 2011
haiz.
what should i do?
this few day been unhappy ?
why ?
coz alot of problem had happen to my family so as my r/s.
1st is my ah gong.
he been sick cny untill now.
why ?
he had throat cancer. 4 stage le. ):
after knowing the result i saw my mother cry.
i just wann do smth for her but wat can i do ?
i just need to be a good gal but not caurses alot of problem.
next is maverick x.x
thursday meet maverick.
he say wann meet me.
so i went down to find him.
reach his house.
out of sudden he hug me.
i shock dao.
next he wanted to kiss me but he cant.
coz i push him away.
make his nose pain :x
but i think he just wann play.
so i not tat easy fall in tat trap again.
third.
is been a month after we break.
):
i though i could forget about you.
but i guess i cant make it.
why ?
coz those memory keep on flush back throught my mind.
did not slp well this few days.
been nitemare, leg cramp, stomach cramp and vomit.
i just had no idea wat caurse this.
haiz.
i guess you have forget about me le ba.
maverick say you have sch camp.
i happy tat you went back to guai kia life.
i hope you wont create trouble.
i hope you mantian your illness.
i hope you have your proper meal
i hope you get great marks
and lastly hope you find a stead.
if so. i wish you both last long (:
and lastly.
1 of my friend ask me this question.
why am i single ?
why not attach ?
so i reply this.
beening single no good ?
why need in r/s ?
in the end beening hurt alway are girl.
for what in r/s ?
just wann a quite place to realx.
i just wann forget this HURTFUL r/s memory!
is it tat hard ?
i see you have been having fun.
i see you have forget but not me!
i been stress for the ca.
ur holidays are coming.
so do my as well after ur holiday.
haiz tat should be all ba. ): Labels: so fcking stress |
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