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Monday, February 28, 2011
1 march 11
it's been long since i post le.
this few day my luck was not tat good.
it's been long after you left.
i started to forget about you le.
27 feb you call me i feel happy.
but in the end you say is call wrong number.
after tat maverick sms me x.x
i was thinking isit maverick use ur phone to call me.
i guess so.
but i don dare to text you.
i scare you don wann reply my text.
i scare you hate me.
i scare you will ingnore me.
i scare your reply.
i just don know why ):
been thinking why maverick text me sia.
in the end he wann me to meet him and slack x.x
should end here first ba.
coz now i at sch using the com (: Thursday, February 24, 2011 24 feb 11
today almost late for class.
7.50+ reach bishan.
i qickly walk toward sch!
today nth happened as the lesson went smooth.
just now went to senja to meet this person call john.
how dare he late!
let me wait dao veri long !
he still okay ar.
he still know how to tell his joke.
after tat to bukit panjang plaza than to lot 1
we just keep on walk in the aircon room.
he keep on disturb me lor!
wth!
out of sudden poke me than tab on my shoulder
just wann me tio shock but i not tat easy tio shock whenever i see him coming near.
he keep on looking at me make me feel so shy.
he say whenever he look at me he wann pinch my chick.
than i quickly cover it.
he at there laugh.
wth!
keep on smoke!
but better than him.
i think i forget you le.
you can don need to hide away from me le.
i wont bother you anymore.
i wont text you anymore.
i wont stalk you anymore.
haiz.
his phone battery flat le.
if not can text.
wonder where he now ? ):
having fun today wif him.
Labels: thanks alot john. (: Wednesday, February 23, 2011 23 feb 11
today efc role play were scarely.
teacher say i have no eye contact wif her.
coz during the role play she talk to me but i just face my friend.
i don dare face her.
if not i will nervous and forget wat to say le.
today teacher treat us eat sticky.
i eat dao sianz.
than wann vomit.
today first time sleep in cs class.
and suddenly no strenght.
wann toh mai toh like tat.
in the end toh alwhile than wake up.
today end class around 3.30pm (:
than faster go home slp but in the end nv slp dao.
coz hair wet wet. =.=
later got headache than mummy will nag at me again.
i think should be all for today ba. Tuesday, February 22, 2011 22 feb 11
this few day i been reading 1 of the couple blog.
coz of their stead is my friend.
so whenever i feel lonely or feel sad i will go read their blog.
after reading i will keep on thinking about you and i the rs.
i know we cant be the same as last time le.
i know.
i been deleting ur sms ur photo in my phone and my album.
but i just cant forget about you.
what should i do ?
who can tell me what he has been doing this few day ?
tml will be my efc role play.
i just cant do it w/o ur support.
the memory keep on playback.
what should i do.
haiz.
i totally no idea what i do wrong and yet been hurt by you again.
haiz.
tat all. Labels: memory keep on play back. Monday, February 21, 2011 22 feb 11
been busy this few days
coz sat and sun been to sgh to visit my ahgong.
hope his fine.
hope is false alarm.
today is tuesday.
i don need to go to sch later.
why ?
coz we did well on friday and we ran under the rain during cross country.
so teacher decided to let us to on leave.
today i don noe why i suddenly dream dao you sia.
):
dream dao i and you .
at first i don noe why i at ur house bathing =.=
than after tat you and i playing veri happily.
than i quickly ran to ur room.
i no idea why.
haiz.
suddenly you like ingore me le.
you totally don wann know me le.
totally don wann text me le.
totally block me at facebook le.
haiz.
after woke up from tat dream i totally no strenght le.
no idea why.
haiz.
well tat all ba.
Friday, February 18, 2011 18 feb 11
today cross country went veri good.
but i not tat good.
today 3h of free period coz all the teacher did not came.
so i slpt for 2hours. x.x
after tat 2.38 than start the crosss country.
few min boy started to run.
few min later it rain heavily.
few boy come back and is all wet.
after tat is our gal turn to run.
while runing tat time the memory flash back.
while runing i been thinking i should not fall just like tat.
as it rain too.
end up went to toilet change to my polo tee and i started to ahchew le.
end up i sick again.
coz of teacher .
it rain and they wann us to run under the rain. x.x
end up 25 x.x
but did not know that our class team get first! wohoo!
IOK the best <3
we text mrs tahir say we did not get and prize.
we just wann her get shock of wat we get for her.
even though you are gone.
but still i still the same as last time.
now i wann eat med le.
tat all for now!
bye. Labels: IOK the best. Thursday, February 17, 2011 17 feb 11
today is 2 week 3 day le.
thanks for almost 2 month.
almost everyday you did pei me text and call me.
thanks alot.
and thanks alot after we brk you still got read my blog for 2 week 2day le.
but now i don think you still wann see any more.
but still i will continue post.
haiz.
i don know what happened to ur facebook.
maybe you delete ur facebook or you block me to view me.
haiz.
you reali got tat hate me ma ?
haiz. nvm ar since you let go of this story.
i better stop thinking about it then!
tml is our sch cross country this few day didnt eat much.
today lunch suddenly eat while walking fast my stomach hurts!
and went home my thumbs hurts alot coz i play wif tat things.
i got a cut on it.
guess no 1 will know how pain am i know.
i feel like ending this thing rite now!
i veri stress this few days.
haiz.
i think should be tat all ba.
last farewell my one and onli love one.
take care then ): Labels: last farewell my love one Wednesday, February 16, 2011 16 feb 11
back for posting as i promise you i will continue post my blog.
since you wann go back ur past life than go ba.
i ownself did went back too.
now every nite did not eat my dinner.
i just wann you to concern about me nia.
isit tat wrong ?
yea maybe i not worth for you.
maybe weiting is worth for you ba.
cross country is just this friday.
did not eat anything hope i wont faint tat easy.
and hope i wont go hospital tat easy too.
as you say you are iron man.
than i should be superwomen le. :D
today lesson should be end at 4.
suddenly teacher need to go for the graduation cermony for last year patch.
so 1 of my subject lesson cancel the lesson.
so do my other teacher cancel too.
if not have to wait till 2 than start lesson.
so today end at 11.
at first went to j8 with my some of my best friend.
after tat they say wann go AMK there.
so we take train to there.
we reach there we eat mac.
x.x
over beijing tat i 2 days eat KFC x.x
well.
after eating mac went to 1 of the friend house.
they started to play swimming/ mj
it mean majong.
i wanted to play de. but i still don noe how to play.
so i sit down there watch them play.
i watch dao blur le.
play dao half way his parent come back.
after alwhile we went down play bb.
but i sit down there watch them play.
same as you tat time sit down there watch you play too.
reali miss tat day. ):
they play dao half way suddenly it rain.
i did not run i just walk.
i just wish i could sick.
so tat you would come company me.
but i guess you would not.
you mind as well pei tat weiting better than me rite ?
haiz. i don noe what should i post le.
i onli know tat today and ytd is suddenly rain when my friend and i walking to the MRT station.
and bath late late ! (: Labels: haiz. Monday, February 14, 2011 14 feb 11
today is the day.
but you not beside me anymore ):
haiz.
today went to sch didnt study much.
coz today my sch having cca roadshow.
all the central ite came to our sch.
is damm crowded.
happy 2 weeks of being single.
how great can it be ?
started from now i reali need to rush for my project le.
it will make me more stress.
i hope you are there for me and support me.
i scare i rush too much i will end up in hospital.
this few days i not tat good.
after sch went back from home keep on slp.
i just don noe why will like this de.
haiz.
stomach not tat good oso.
keep on gastic pain.
what should i do ?
hope you can just msg me?!
can msg cause your life ?
well i can say is tat all.
just hope to see dao ur sms ): Labels: hope you will sms me. Saturday, February 12, 2011 13 feb 11
today is sunday.
i should be going home in the morning but yet at nite than go home.
coz at nite i will be at my aunt house celebrate cny.
tml will be the day.
but i think it wont.
haiz.
now i feel so sick.
seen like after you leave me alone you have been having fun.
this 2 day my sick are coming back again.
fever , headache, cough,flu are back! ):
this few days i need tu rush for my project.
rush for 3 project within this month and next month ):
and oso out of sudden i started tu miss you.
i just had no idea why ?! Labels: haiz. 12 feb 11
is been a long time since i come back from beijing is been almost 2week after we break):
haiz.
till now i still don know wat the reason behind tat which cause us break this story.
you once told me tat you wont let go of this story de.
in the end ? break it ?!
haiz!
what had happened to our story which you say de!?
now i know le.
after you hong dao me le.
jiu play wif me.
play hao le.
throw me aside le.
haiz.
now you wann me to forget about you.
so tat you can go stead wif tat weiting rite ?
this is not the first time le!
haiz.
i feel like wann die sia.
haiz!
you just like cyp!
no different.
haiz.
i don know wat tu say le.
tat all. Labels: this few days heart been crying. Wednesday, February 2, 2011 2 feb 11
maybe this is the last post be4 i fly to beijing for 4hours.
today teacher told us about her taking plane.
super funny de lor.
is like she say whenever she sit she wont even move a single step or turn the head
she will just look front nia.
than she onli can tahan 4hrs max le.
more than 4hrs she will vomit out all she eat the food.
and during tat 4hrs she wont even wann go the toilet de.
she say her most far is malaysia nia.
and take bus but not plane.
every one at there laugh sia.
well tat all for the teacher story.
this few days i did not feel so good coz the weather ):
suddenly cold suddenly hot.
it make me feel so sick
and every morning keep on ahchew and is freaking cold!
after you leave me i just noe why every morning i feel super cold ):
last time every morning you will pei me text untill you toh.
now ? not even a single sms ? haiz.
i still don noe why i just cant forget you.
maybe after my holiday i will totally forget ba.
maybe this is not our fate ):
haiz.
i don noe still can say what le.
later 7 need to go the safar there eat dinner .
after tat 10 plus need to go airport le. ):
will bring pooh along de.
i just don noe why i still huggy it whenever i slp during nap time or nite time (:
is like tat you gone is tat pooh pei me de.
is like i wont feel totally lost.
and lastly thanks for the memory tat you gave me.
i veri happy with tat.
haiz.
think should end here ba. Labels: haiz. see yea ): miss you badly ): Tuesday, February 1, 2011 2 feb 11
today reach sch at 7.30 coz 8 i got interview by the teacher.
teacher ask me wheather i got stead anot.
so i tell the truth yet the teacher say
i brave enough to accept the fact that we broke up ytd ):
the teacher still say i not like other broke up and don dare tu come sch.
and nv late likes other (:
yea rite i maybe is special one.
i may look strong at outside but not inside.
teacher still ask me do i still have any family problem?
and i say don have.
do i alway need help ?
and i say nope.
she still say she choose me coz i firece enough ?
do i look like one ?!
i don think so ):
well tat all for now.
now at sch using sch com (: 1 feb 11 back from sch ): i so tired. nearly doze off to slp at MRT toward marina bay there tat red line ): no 1 pei me sms. i so lonely ): reach tiong not long at bus stop waiting for bus to come. suddenly all our past memory flash back ): is like our 1 time sit bus toward my house ): first time go tiong togather ): first time meet at bishan ): first time watch movie ): haiz. i just cant accept tat fact tat you are leaving me ): i just don noe why ): haiz. i will still the pooh wif me. i don noe why will i still bring tat even we brk le ? haiz. nvm ar past is past le. tat nth we can do le ): haiz. hope you wont throw tat doreamon and tat small pinkpanter ? hope you still continue to keep tat memory. even i gone hope you can find some 1 better than me ): Labels: tat nth we can do now |
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