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Saturday, January 29, 2011
30 jan 11
its been long since i post it.
well let me post it now.
its been couple of days we have so call "cold war"
i don noe what happened between us ?
is it my fault ?
i feel lost rite now.
i feel tat you have totally change into other guy.
this type of feeling i don wann it happened like wat he done tu me. ):
every nite i hugged pooh and tears.
friday and sat you didnt msg me at all ?!
what happened ?
can tell me ?
you like change totally.
i scare! ;sob!
i don noe wat should i do rite now ?
all your reply sms feel so cold.
i don like it.
now i tears again.
now you happily shopping and eating sushi teh for your lunch ?
how good isit ?
you every nite you will call me chat but now ?!
you did not.
why coz your tired.
i don noe isit truth ?
i don noe!
i just have no idea what had happened ?
you last time will alway sms me double and ask why am i replying late ?
now ?
you just send me 1 sms and you nv reply again. ):
even you every time you eat you will text me first than you eat.
but now ?
you did not even sms me say you eating?
what the hell isit going on?!
FML! i reali don like this story!
if can i would like tu change tu other chapter of the story but not this.
now even i slping i will have nitemare.
nowaday all ur sms all so late reply ?
reply le than nvm feel so cold.
after every quarrel you would say sorry tu me but now ?
you did not even say a single sorry to me ?
but yet you went tu sleep ?
you know i this morning 2 than sleep.
why ?
waiting for your reply ?
i cant even sleep properly ):
even i seh i oso don dare tu tell you ?
why ?
coz i scare you worry.
but i wrong you did not even care at all.
my heart now bleeding.
i just wann wake up from this nitemare i have!
i reali don wann this !
i reali wann make you smile again.
just me onli. isit tat hard ?
ytd i ask you tat question isit tat hard for you to answer ?
i just wann know why you love me ?
got wrong meh ?
i soon wann go beijing le.
i don noe what will happened after i come back?
will we still continue ?
will we still be the same as last time ?
will you be as sweet as last time ?
tears continue drop non stop.
tat all for now. ;sob! Labels: will we still be continue ? |
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