Monday, January 31, 2011

1 feb 11



i just don understand what had happened to you ?!

coz of her ? and you anyhow think?

haiz.

if you wann think and wann brk i can tell you during tat 1month i already wanted tu brk wif you ?

but than i don dare to brk coz i scare i hurt dao you ?

tat why tat feeling had gone.

i just love you wif my wholed heart (:

why cant you understand me ? ):

ytd i went tu eat my dizzy med just to mute my heart pain ):

went tu cut my hand ):

around 11 toh in my bed dao 4.30 woke up saw dao you wann brk ):

haiz.

i just don understand why ?

you told me before say you love me badly and now ?

you know how hurt i have ma ? ):

you just think nia!

you sad who pei you who sayang you ?

you angry who pei you and tell you joke ?

you cry who pei you ?

you sick who pei you and go hospital visit you ?

and now you wanted to brk wif me ?

FML! i hate this feeling seriously.

no wonder ppl is me so foolish to fall for you.

haiz.

now you just like cyp like how he hurt me

thanks alot.

ytd my heart reali bleeding alot.

i still tot we could celebrate our 2month after i come back from beijing.

i think this idea can throw away le.

now idk wat i should do le. ):

haiz.

i oso can slp ytd i didnt slp well.

today my lesson start at 12 yet i 7.35 woke up just wann post my blog.

i don noe you still will see anot lor.

haiz.

baby, i just wann know what had happened tu you!?

now the problem is not me but you!

so what i in ITE?

i in ite almost 2month did i fall in love wif other guy ?

no rite ?!

is just ur bullshit idea !

reali is just ur bullshit nia.

haiz.

just don understand why ?! haiz ):


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age: 17
date: 25/01/1994
school: Radin Mas Primary School
Henderson Secondary School
Bishan ITE
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" She’s a lil girl,
living in her perfect world
Until the bad guy come,
and tore everything apart ,
and he will alway be the one which 1 love ..."




2pm in the morning.
you talk to me.
" sry babe, after this 3 hours, I thought, it's better for us to seperate our diff. lifes.. m sry."
It ended.
010211,
I just end everything with "m sry".
Not only ending this relationship
you ended a me
my heartbeat
my world.
I'm holding back the tears..
I don't want myself to look so dumb, so lamentable..
& now, there's nth i could do to bring u back to me.

Rewind dhe time.

Tagboard here.
cravings {♥}
please grant me !
Want a boyfriend who really love me.
{♥} FRIENDS around me HAPPY!
{♥} Shorts.
{♥} more freedom.
{♥} Free Unlimited SMS-Contract.
{♥} Audition @Cash.
{♥} Longer fringe.
{♥} dye hair.
{♥} Height aim: 160cm(25012012).
{♥} pass my N level
{♥} to a better ITE
{♥} get into higer nitec
{♥} get into poly
{♥} ♥open chalet on my birthday
{♥} ♥16 birthday chalet♥
{♥} ♥18 birthday chalet♥
{♥} ♥spend my whole life with my family♥
{♥} ♥go oversea with family and my stead♥
{♥} - Thailand / Beijing
{♥} - HongKong / Taiwan
{♥} ♥ have alot of money ♥
{♥} ♥ have alot of friends ♥
{♥} ♥ watch movie wif my fam member, friends and gan ♥
{♥} - night at the meuseum 2 / MegaMind 3D
{♥} - coudly will get a charge of meat balls
{♥} - where got ghost / aliens
{♥} - april brigde / Rapunzel : A Tangled Tale
{♥} - Tron Legacy / The Green Hornet
{♥} - Gulliver / Step Up 3
{♥} - Mommas / Thor
{♥} - kung fu panda 2
{♥} ♥ fam outing ♥
{♥} - 1st fam
{♥} - 2nd fam
{♥} - 3rd fam
{♥} - 4th fam
{♥} - 5th fam
{♥} - {♥} ♥ joseph own me 1 fries

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