Thursday, July 9, 2009

i still missin you so badly

haix ...

don noe why today suddenly read siewmeng blog feel veri sad ):



read all her past thing and let me remember tat i was with you at chalet with my aunt...



haix...



while i was reading...



i just cant stop thinking of you ):



tat time u told me tat u have stead and



u told me that you dont love me anymore



i was going to cry but than i cant cry coz i was at sch



i reach home i keep sms you remember and ask for reason why you want break with me



but you told my gan didi that i still underage



and still got alot of thing that i still don noe



i was wtf ):



at night i keep sms you but you nv reply so i started tou cry...



tearx keep on droping i cant stop it ):



will you help me stop my tearx..



then you told my gan didi and ask him tu ask me to give my gan didi



a chance but then i keep i don noe



coz tat time i was still thinking about...



is about 3 am in e moring still talking with my gan didi



and i don noe why i suddenly call you baby...



so my gan didi ask me isi it give him a chance then i sae yes...



he was happy lyke hell



but then my heart noe tat i have no feel with him so next day i broke



up with him and still waiting for you..



so i msg you..



but then u ask me not tu msg you i was crying like hell...



haix...



i reali hope to give you a chance will you come back..



but i think you wont come back le..



coz your stead has your baby... (i think so)



even you now still army i will still remember you...



and never forget you..



( DEAR i reali miss you so badly )



last 2 day i saw you online audit i was so happy but



i don dare tu go your rm..



coz when i go in i scare you run away from me..



so i go in and go out..



i go in again but you nv run...



u still sae hi tu me..



i was so happy (:



then he ask me how are you than i sae i kkz...



even thought i hurt by you but i still put a smile for you...



so we play 2 round of audit (:



while playing so i ask him where s ur camp..



and he told me tat is at over your house there and i noe you in part c coz ur hand was injured be4...



and u last time ask me is it veri wired..



and yet i sae no coz i noe i love you (:



( DEAR will you come back )



so after 2 round he left and left me behined...



haix...



i think he accompany his stead go out ba...



if not accompany his friendz go pub and drink ba..

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VANESSA♥
age: 17
date: 25/01/1994
school: Radin Mas Primary School
Henderson Secondary School
Bishan ITE
single / attached
♥♥ ATTACHED TO
MELVIN CHUA CHEW KIAT ♥♥
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" She’s a lil girl,
living in her perfect world
Until the bad guy come,
and tore everything apart ,
and he will alway be the one which 1 love ..."




2pm in the morning.
you talk to me.
" sry babe, after this 3 hours, I thought, it's better for us to seperate our diff. lifes.. m sry."
It ended.
010211,
I just end everything with "m sry".
Not only ending this relationship
you ended a me
my heartbeat
my world.
I'm holding back the tears..
I don't want myself to look so dumb, so lamentable..
& now, there's nth i could do to bring u back to me.

Rewind dhe time.

Tagboard here.
cravings {♥}
please grant me !
Want a boyfriend who really love me.
{♥} FRIENDS around me HAPPY!
{♥} Shorts.
{♥} more freedom.
{♥} Free Unlimited SMS-Contract.
{♥} Audition @Cash.
{♥} Longer fringe.
{♥} dye hair.
{♥} Height aim: 160cm(25012012).
{♥} pass my N level
{♥} to a better ITE
{♥} get into higer nitec
{♥} get into poly
{♥} ♥open chalet on my birthday
{♥} ♥16 birthday chalet♥
{♥} ♥18 birthday chalet♥
{♥} ♥spend my whole life with my family♥
{♥} ♥go oversea with family and my stead♥
{♥} - Thailand / Beijing
{♥} - HongKong / Taiwan
{♥} ♥ have alot of money ♥
{♥} ♥ have alot of friends ♥
{♥} ♥ watch movie wif my fam member, friends and gan ♥
{♥} - night at the meuseum 2 / MegaMind 3D
{♥} - coudly will get a charge of meat balls
{♥} - where got ghost / aliens
{♥} - april brigde / Rapunzel : A Tangled Tale
{♥} - Tron Legacy / The Green Hornet
{♥} - Gulliver / Step Up 3
{♥} - Mommas / Thor
{♥} - kung fu panda 2
{♥} ♥ fam outing ♥
{♥} - 1st fam
{♥} - 2nd fam
{♥} - 3rd fam
{♥} - 4th fam
{♥} - 5th fam
{♥} - {♥} ♥ joseph own me 1 fries

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